Terima.

Salam aleik.

Tak pernah rasanya the months noted on the right sight of this blog tak terisi dengan entry. At least mesti ada satu setiap bulan.

'Sebab dah promise dalam hati at least ada catatan untuk setiap bulan hidup saya buat anak-anak baca bila saya tua nanti'

And you are good at dreaming :)

Okay. Apa yang nak ditulis this time untuk anak-anak awak baca cik Farhah? hehe..

Well, banyak actually. Writing is an awsome therapy.

What exactly i'm feeling right now?

Rasa nak ikut Wardina ke Palestin.

Rasa nak makan ice-cream dan donat dekat Mekah.

Rasa nak menangis sebab teringatkan Kaabah. Rindu, rindu sangat-sangat..

Rasa semua serba tak kena.

Rasa kesian dan simpati bila dengar kawan papa di diagnose cancer hati.

(and usually bila cancer di detect, it's always at the later stage..Allahuakbar..mesti dia 'kuat', sebab tue Allah uji dia sebegitu..sedih lagi)

Rasa kerdil dan hina dengan DIA. 

Rasa nak menangis lagi sebab bila menangis, i can always feel that HE is there hugging me, telling me to move on and put HIM first in my heart. Telling me that HE's testing me for a very good reason that somehow, still a secret from my knowing. Telling me that if i put in a little more patience, i'll be just fine. Answering my never ending questions 'why? when? who? how?' by providing calmness to my heart.

At last, i'v got no other choice..

Only to devote myself to HIM, closer and closer i hope..

And i'll be keeping the sunshine with me again :)

Ingat, Allah Maha Penyayang.

Kalau rasa tenang bila hug mama dan rasa bersemangat bila mama cakap 'it's okay..it's going to be okay', bayangkan kasih sayang Allah yang lebih dari sayang mama pada saya..Speechless..

Ingat, Allah Maha Penyayang :)