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Teacher, i'm nervous, should i smile with my mouth or my teeth on the stage??!!

You should involve both of them and you'll turn out to be the brightest sunshine of all on the stage and people will go like weeeeehuuu!!

Wah jawapan cikgu macam sasterawan.

Haha.

Thank you so very much and yeah i did it, for the shortest and the 'smallest' entry. Baca jangan tak baca sebab cakap malas baca contiang panjang-panjang kan ha sila baca ye. kihkih

I found this sweetheart with a must to publish.

A boyfriend gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and said if she passed it, he'll love her forever. The girlfriend agreed. She did not text or call him the whole day. Without knowing that her boyfriend has 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer. She excitedly went to her boyfriend's house the next day. Tears fall as she saw her boyfriend lying in a coffin with a note on the side.

" You did it baby, can you do it everyday ? "

Rejoicing what's coming ahead :)

Salam aleik.
Ellow :)

How i miss looking at this 'New Post' template. You look so tempting Mr Blog till i can't help myself not to scribble some withold facts trapped in me here...haha. It's been a while i didn't visited my darling blog. Of course there's a lot to say as well as not too..Well, just so you know, today is my school's Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. I'm so touched when one of my pupil drag me to the side and said that he had one special song for me. And i said 'Okay, let's go for it..'

'Cikgu..cikgu..engkaulah, ratu hatiku..bila ku berduka, engkau hibunkan (forgive him for this) selalu..'

Felt like beaming with lights with smile as well as tears. Yes, i'm the queen of tears thank you. I managed to get calm as well as gathered it all inside. Feels like the sunshine is all mine today..lala..Okay, that's it, let the pictures do the elaborations on my chirpy day today :)

Izzad, the boy with 3 stars was so scared until he didn't know how to strike a sweet smile of him and he kept on whining to me 'Teacher, cane nie, saye takot, ramai sangat..teacher, takut..'. Anusha, Nailah, Veeswa and Joe..I'm proud of you ;)

This is Lugman, an Iraqi boy. He once asked me whether i'm married. He asked me to wait till he grows up. He wants to marry me! That's sweet Lugman. You are the first to ask my hands in marriage! I should note this! haha. And, if that's so, that is my in-law..his mother..kihkih


My boys and girls performing 'Lulalalu' song. Well that is not the tittle of their chinese song actually. It's just that only 'lulalalu' that i managed to hit upon the meaning although they taught me endlessly on that song. Hihi. Sorry, maybe your teacher here is getting older..uhuk uhuk.

This is Roshan. I call him Hitrik Roshan, and sometimes 'Handsome Boy'. That is because he will auto-changed his face to a macho, admirable and majestic appearance once i called him those. I love looking at the art within himself. He once cried to me because he said that he had studied so hard but yet his result only manage to appeal with a small breakthrough. Oh, he is from the forth class, 2 Nilam. Hm. It was a very melancholy moment for me at that time as well. I can feel the frustration within him. The way he cried shows the bitter pill that he had to swallow. I promise myself on that day, that i will be eveready to all my pupils; so that no more letdown cry from my pupils.

Anusha, very bright little girl. She is kinda my PA. Always reminds me of my yesterday's remark which sometimes i forgot. Away back, she even tells me to write a big note and paste it somewhere that i can always look up so that i will not forget again..and again. hihi. Thanks girl..

Faris Zidane is his name. Oh, and his brother's name is Juan Camara. Nice rite..He loves singing so darn much. Always offered himself to sing in front of me; and I can request any songs mind you..You are my radio. haha.. Anyway, undeniable, charming voice you have there Faris :)

Again with them, in action. Much amour for all of you my pupils! Yay!

Ucapan rindu ini saya tujukan kepada..

Murid-murid sekalian, cikgu dah rindu kepada kalian. Dah nak masuk dua minggu kalian semua jauh dari cikgu. Harini cikgu nak cakap jela kan, tadikan, cikgu ada buat rekacipta baru lagi. Ingat tak kita selalu main reka itu ini dan jadi itu ini. Harini, keronsang tudung cikgu hilang dalam ramai. Masa tu cikgu dalam kereta. Cikgu punyalah fikir sampai terjumpa anak kucing. Ade kaitan ke? Lepas tu, cikgu korek-korek beg cikgu, ada klip kertas bentuk tupai warna coklat. Hm..agak-agak ape kesudahannya murid-murid? Tepat sekali, tudung cikgu berjaya bertahan setengah hari dengan klip tupai coklat sambil bersuka-ria dengan aunties, uncle dan sepupu tersayang. Sekali lagi cikgu rindu dekat kamu semua. Terngiang-ngiang semua suara-suara dan tone-tone kalian memanggil 'teacheee'. Ada yang suara macam askar. Ada yang suara macam semut. Ada yang suara macam ahli korporat. Ada yang suara macam baby. Gaya pulak, ada yang suka buat mata pusing, ada yang suka letak tangan tepi mulut, ada yang suka sangkut botol air dekat leher, ada yang suka tarik seluar, ada yang cepat gelabah sampai jatuh kerusi kalau cikgu saja buat nakal tengok kamu dengan renungan samurai kan? Okaylah, perut cikgu dah keluar alarm merah macam ultraman bila dia dah nak mati. Cikgu nak makan mee rebus. Harap-harap sedap. Jumpa kalian semua bila kita berjumpa. Sayang kalian banyak macam ni? Nampak tak?

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight

Salam aleik.

Ellow.

Again, i'm in a vice versa mode.

I am awake when i should be sleeping at this perfect snoring period.

I acted like blogging is my full time career when i still have some writing job to do.

I eat when i should not and skip feeding my mouth when I should.

I choose ice milo instead of teh tarik i so wanna have.

Enough of these irregular checklist.

What is the different between viewers and readers?

Viewers will only scrool down their eyes on your blog as a polite way to show gratitude since you have been frequently spotted in their traffic feed. Readers will read and give either compliment or write something to represent their disliking of your writing. I appreciate both of you readers and viewers. Do learn something if there is any in my scribbles. And if you don't like any of them, you can simple say bye-bye or even confront me. No problem :) I have no right to make you smile on every of my thoughts here. So, stay if you feel worth it. Thanks to all my lovely readers which have been supporting me indirectly in spilling out my views. Not many of them i know. But hey, you just gave me light to keep my sun shining bright. Thanks a bunch to all those darlings!

Every reunion is a type of heaven

Salam aleik.

Ellow :)

Esok saya dah nak jemput adik saya balik dari umrah. Kembang-kembang dan merah menyala hati saya macam hati elektronik kat baju Ramlah Ram. DING DING! Kejap je dah nak dekat dua minggu saya tak tengok muka cik adik manis saya. Maktok, Uncle Ogy dan Paksu pun pergi sama dengan adik.

Ini my sassy sister

Tudung merah menyala semangat waja tu Maktok saya. Tudung striking pink tu Aunty Shina saya. Tudung grey tu mama Aunty Shina saya. Tudung putih, Tokngah saya yang gagah dan rock. Tudung hitam, Mama saya sayang saya. kihkih.

Baju putih Uncle Oggy saya. Baju purple Acu saya. Gambar dua2 uncle yang hensem ni semua shaky la. Sebab kacak sangatla nie..kihkih

Ha. Ni muka saya yang tak dapat buat umrah huwa huwa sebab tak bole cuti huwa huwa. Tapi takpe, rezeki Cik Cok Tieh pegi dulu. Alhamdulillah ;)

Wahai tetamu-tetamu Allah Swt sekalian, mudah-mudahan Allah Swt mempermudahkan segala urusan di sana dan diterima semua amal ibadat dan doa kalian semua. Semoga selamat pulang dan bawa kismis dan buah tin kegemaran saya banyak-banyak ye!

Chow char kue teow!

Fikir Fikir nanananana

Salam aleik.

Ellow :)

Pon-pon! Saya marah dekat satu kereta Myvi putih gebu. Sedap-sedap cilok depan kereta roti saya dengan belokan yang maut nasib tak membawa maut. Nauzubillah. Amek kan dah kene POOOOOOOOOON POOOOOOOOOON dari saya. Kalaula kereta ada digital board kat atas tu mau saja saya type 'Ohoi cik abang yang hensem jugakla, walaupun awek ada kat sebelah tapi janganla tunjukkan anda sangat cool sampai kereta roti saya nak dipotong sipi beb'.SEND!

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Sejak kebelakangan ini dan saya tahu kedepan pun mesti ramai yang akan bertanyakan saya tentang jodoh. Kalaulah boleh saya cut and paste jawapan yang sama, tak perlu saya berulang-ulang cakap benda yang sama dan kadang-kadang pada orang yang sama pada waktu dan tika yang sama.

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Ramai yang cakap saya mimilih dan cerewet. Dengan sesungguh hati, sikap 'memilih' dan 'cerewet' inila kalau boleh saya nak elakkan pada tahap yang paling sungguh amat sangat. Eh marah Munsyi Dewan. Maaf. Realitinya, saya tiada pilihan. Macam mana pula nak didakwanya saya di mahkamah jodoh atas kesalahan 'memilih' ? Ini tidak adil bak kata Sadiq Sigaraga. Haha. Kamu semua mungkin tak faham akan situasi saya. Saya memang mengimpikan sebuah ikatan yang suci dapat dijalinkan dalam usia sebegini.

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Darjah Satu saya bermula di SK Bagan Ajam. Campuran jantinanya. Darjah Dua pula hidup saya terus menerus dikerumuni, eh, salah, dikelilingi perempuan sebabnya, nama sekolah saya SK Convent Father Barre dan SMK Convent Butterworth. Kemudian satu setengah tahun saya di IPBA dan 5 tahun di Institut Perguruan PEREMPUAN Melayu Melaka. Boleh kamu-kamu bagitau saya pilihan saya ada di mana? Tak mungkin di Convent kan?

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Saya tak kisah soal jodoh ditanya. Kadang-kadang boleh jadi topik sembang yang cool. Tapi bila bab 'saya memilih sangat' dibangkitkan, ouch. Sebabnya, saya sendiri masih perlu diperbetul itu ini dan untuk menjadi sebutir intan yang terpilih memang jauh sekali. Bukankah hak memilih ada di tangan kita sebab bukannya pakej 3 hari 2 malam jika kita memilih perkahwinan sebagai penamat.

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Apabila masjid sudah dibina, semua terletak di tangan suami. Tak mungkin saya berpatah balik dan menyesal serta menukar pilihan ketika itu. Memang tak mungkin saya menceraikan suami saya kan?kan?Jadi tidak salah rasanya jika saya meletakkan kritiria dalam memilih yang terbaik. Kritiria pun bukanlah yang susah amat sangat. Hanya seseorang yang sentiasa menjaga hubungannya dengan Allah dan sesama manusia sudah mencukupi. Tahu akan tanggungjawab pada keluarga, agama, bangsa dan negara. Kenapa perlu tanggungjawab pada bangsa dan negara juga? Sebabnya, saya pernah berjumpa dengan lelaki yang sangat tebal sikap perkaumannya. Bagaimana mahu berjiran dengan Puan Chinese, Abang Indian dan Encik Punjabi? Mudah-mudahan bukan katak bawah tempurung bakal suami saya. Bukankah penghulu kita sendiri mahukan kita berbaik-baik dengan semua tak kira Islam atau bukan..

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Hm. Saya tahu, perkahwinan akan meletakkan saya bersama suami tak kira di mana dia berada. Saya akan patuh. Tetapi, saya sokong dan sememangnya mahu berada bersama pemikiran ustaz kesayangan saya iaitu Ustaz Mat Nawi. Ustaz memang best! Katanya, jika sudah berkahwin, tinggallah berasingan dari rumah mertua. Biar si suami dan isteri dapat berdikari. Tambah ustaz lagi, kalau isteri dah selamat melahirkan baby, biar suami yang menjaga isteri. Tak perlu nak import mak mertua atau siapa-siapa. Paling tidak, cuba rasai pengalaman menjaga baby dari mula kelahirannya. Kalau tak, apa guna cuti untuk suami diperuntukkan? Ustaz yang kata ek, dan alhamdulillah, ustaz saya kotakan janji beliau. Sekali lagi, ustaz memang paling best. Oh, saya tak dapat lari dari quote semula ayat tajam dari ustaz..ehem-ehem..

"Orang lelaki nie buat anak pandai, tak perlu manual dan tak payah diajar atau ditunjuk! Tapi kalau bab menjaga anak, ini tak reti, itu tak boleh..rasional tak? Kalau tak pandai, belajar. Nabi SAW sendiri bijak dan cekap mengurus rumah tangga baginda.."

Maaf jika kata-kata di atas agak tajam dan menusuk. Tapi memang ada kebenarannya kan? Jangan marah wahai jejaka-jejaka budiman yang membaca..

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Saya mohon agar diri yang kerdil ini serta rakan-rakan semua akan memperoleh jodoh yang terbaik kurniaan Allah Swt. Memang resmi manusia untuk merencanakan sesuatu yang mampir pada sempurna. Tetapi Allah Swt lebih mengetahui. Jika ditakdirkan kamu menjadi teman hidup saya yang terbaik tanpa diduga, saya redha dan mohon bahagia sentiasa di pihak diri ini dan kamu. Saya akan terus berdoa dan memohon sedikit petunjuk agar hati ini redup pada yang dipilihNYA~~

P/S : Maaf jika penulisan kali ini berbaur feminisme. Bukan..ini pendapat jujur saya yang tak mungkin saya luahkan di hari-hari biasa. Hari ini luar biasa kah?

not destined i guess

Salam aleik.

Just back from browsing inspiring blogs. VERY to be precise. I was envied by the chance given by Allah SWT to them. How I wish I can step both of my feet abroad. Maybe furthering up my studies there. Have a nice and cute D80 as my best friend. Capturing whole lot of life and the process of me growing up and getting old. Travelling and trying to find peace and serenity by looking up at Allah's wonderful creations. Let loose. Maybe it was beautifully written that I am not put for living abroad. I have a story on that. It started with..

My Maths Teacher.

Her name is Madam Lee Guat Tho. I was not a charm in this field. I hate Maths when no correct answers were managed to be scrolled on my answer sheets as well as my tons of exercise books. But there will always be a 'cupid' to call upon happiness when I was frustrated with 'always-questions-to-be-blamed' Maths. It is Madam Lee. She called me by the name NOFAHA. She will shouts my name from in front and will quickly stormed me with 'Can or not?'. Yes, i will always on 'Cannot la cikgu' with a letdown face. She really pampered me with all the layman explanations, funny examples and any stuff that she can grabbed so that i can understand. Oh, my friend had once be a 'bumi' and Madam Lee will go round them while i will sat still at my chair and try to look amazed as well as figured out the utmost expected calculation for that. Haha. I love you Madam Lee.

JPA's Application Form.

I did bought these forms. I really wanted to apply the TESL course. Yes, i know, im not that good in English tho, but still, im in love with it.

The Doubt.

I talked to my friends. Saying that i doubted my chances of getting the scholar. My result were not as good as others who applied. With 5 A's, it won't helped a lot i guessed. My eagerness to apply somehow worn out bit by bit. But still, there was a tiny light in me saying that i should proceed.

The Call.

One of my best friend called. She said that Madam Lee is looking for the JPA's Application Form for her beloved daughter. She had restricted time to search for it. Yet, the closing date was a stone throw away. My friend told her about how im not that sure in proceeding with the form. Yes, she courteously asked me whether or not im interested with the form..

The Verdict

Well, i surrendered her the application form. I guessed, it's as well the 'hope' for her daughter. I'm glad i did that.

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It's been seven years now, if i didn't, who knows...Cut short the fantasy! haha. I have no regret for that. Madam Lee's concerned and helps had mold me into somebody. A teacher who will always be by their pupils side. Who will always aid their pupils ever-readily. Thanks my dear teacher.

I love you.

Saat Dicuri Si Durjana

Banyak yang saya nak luahkan.

Banyak kata-kata benci yang ingin saya hamburkan.

Banyak kesabaran yang saya mahu dibekalkan.

Banyak pendapat yang ingin saya kongsi.

Banyak impian yang telah saya bina.

Banyak doa yang telah saya panjatkan.

Namun,

Hanya dari jauh dapat saya usahakan.

Saya akan terus mencuba!

Semoga Allah Swt memberi perlindungan dan kasih sayang yang tiada tepi kepada rakyat Palestin.

Semoga Israel mendapat 'habuan' mereka!

Amin.

Unpredictable Smiling Mechanism

Salam aleik.
Ellow..

Hah? Dah pukul satu pagi?!
Heh tekejut pulak. Hihi.
Mata takla segar, dah layu macam ikan puyu. Tapi sebab minum teh tarik tadi, adrenalin dah 'pumping won't stop wa cakap lu'. So, penamatnya haruslah dekat blog kesayangan kan, walau kamu tak sayang saya. haha. Tiada kena mengena.

Pagi tadi, saya happy nak ke sekolah. Waktu PJ kami main curi telur buaya. I repeat. KAMI. Lepas tu, English harini topic Demonstrative Pronouns. Tau tak yang mana? 'This, That, These, Those'. Tahu guna tak? Kalau tak, meh teacher ajar. Cewaa. Okok, saya tak hebat, suruh orang lain ya? ya?
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Saya berikan sentences kepada mereka. Contoh :

This is my bag.
That is my bag.

Then, i asked them to draw the location of the bag. Oh, we use 'this' for singular nouns which are near to us, while 'That' is for singular nouns which are quite far from us. Get them? Proceed..

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Adala one of my dear nie, dia malas nak lukis beg tu jauh-jauh untuk melambangkan 'That' which is 'far'. Dia tetap lukis bag tue sebelah orang. Katanya, rugi space nak lukis jauh-jauh. Dan ape lagi, saya pun tegur. Dengan slumber dia cakap..

"Ehem-ehem..Teacher, can't you see the 10km signboard i draw between the bag and the boy.
That isn't far enough??"

I boxed his huge round belly while laughing out loud with the whole class are the conclusions of this story. Thank you. Good Night. Wassalam.

Closing Expected

Salam aleik.
Ellow to all the late night hangovers..

Just finished doing the laundry alongside filling up all the examinations marks.
I used to be a big fan of the teachers' comment inside my report card.
I used to get the ' Work Harder' and 'Good' from my teachers.
Oh, not forgetting 'Don't give up' when my results were at their 'best' condition.
HAHA
Sometimes, the urge on having more 'affectionate' comments from teachers were never-ending during those days.
I mean, something which is not stereotype whereby all the students were attached with the same comment.
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Now, being a teacher, i just can't help myself to employed those kind of comments.
HAHA again.
BUT, i promised to myself, if it's in the report card, each of them will received 'distinct' says from me. 'Standardized' comments are only allowed in 'Buku Adab' which are based on grade.
Guess what, promises kept! Yeay! Alhamdulillah
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P/S: Punyala nak bagi komen yang berlainan, hampir-hampir tertulis "Tingkatkan usaha, KURANGKAN KONTROVERSI". Hihi. Cakap banyak lagi. Kan cikgu dah ingat awak wartawan Melodi!

/OFF/WASSALAM/

Selalu Inginkin Hati Yang Cantik

20 tahun lagi, mungkin muka saya lagi kerepot dari yang ini.

Sanggupkah sesiapa yang ditakdirkan hidup dengan saya melihat wajah ini di masa akan datang?
Sanggup ke tak?