Good Luck!

Salam aleik.
Hie.. Oh. Sorry sorry. Not yet the story of 'Bila Cik Farhah Naik Moto DiPheewiit Ku Sangkaa..' . hehe. Coming out soon okay? (perasan peminat menanti la pulak dah).

Yes, it's 2011! Horray! Alhamdulillah..

I think, i could really use a wish right now. hehe ~BOB Ft Hayley Williams~

Iv received a message from one of my best friend Ina. A simple New Year wish. 2010 was a 'demanding' year for her. Iv missed out a huge opportunity to comfort her during her grueling time for the past years. Yes, I feel bad when she finally updated me with all her obstacles within these years. I'm sorry Ina. If i put a bit of curiosity and asked this dear friend, at least I could try to make it better for you. Could I? Hmm..

Anyway, I replied her message with some words and finally it kinda sounded like this..

'Forget sorrows, search for happiness because you deserve to get one'

I was strucked suddenly. Strucked with my OWN words.

I always try to be there for my friends and others. I always try my very best to put the sweetest words in order to comfort them. I always hope for the best for my friends and others. I feel glad when they can move on and laugh out loud over their sorrows and the most important is they can MOVE ON. Mind you, I'm not making myself look or sound noble here dear readers. Sometimes my words might not work or do wonders to them and yes, at times , it just worsen the condition to tell you.

But..

Why can't i do that to myself. Why my words just couldn't do miracles to myself? Why I suffered more than they did when i faced the same problems that they endured and yet I'v become one of their best 'adviser' at that moment. Oh why?

'Forget sorrows, search for happiness, you deserve to get one'

If only my own words would comfort me well.

So, one of my goals this year is..

Respect and love myself more as well as appreciate all that I'm lacking, try to mend them beautifully and try accept me the way i am yet still considering not to hurt others precious feeling and hearts.

'Ya Allah, help me on these please..'

!!Go and put your 'Midas Touch' to the world Farhah.!!

"Dua is more forceful than a sword. Dua replaces what has been destined and also creates that what has not been destined"