Al-Fatihah

Salam aleik.

Blog status : Nil updates for 2 weeks.

Yeap. Quite some time needed for entry to be spilled here. I miss telling you my stories and secrets Mr Blog. This month, a lot of my love ones finally paid a stop to their journey. Yesterday was my sweet Convent friend, Syafinas Hidayu. We were together during our secondaries. Although we were not in the same class, i did know her for someone whose always had a big heart and yet owned a very charming smile. Light-hearted as she was, i never thought that she will leave me and others so soon...Al-Fatihah~Shafinas Hidayu~

You will be missed

I was there during the washing and shrouding of arwah Shafinas. It was a very distinct moment that makes me think on how i take my life, my family, my friends and others for granted. How i wasted my time on things i shouldn't. How i never showed i love the peoples around me enough so that they know that i do care for them. How i commited a lot of sin eventhow my rational mind was always there to alarm me. How im being so stuck up at Allah Swt by just performing tiny good deeds while i anticipate and expect more from HIM. How im being so selfish...Forgive me and others Ya Rabb. Please spare me more time for i need it to redeem the jillion of mistakes iv made. Let me meet YOU on YOUR liking Ya Mujib. Astaghfirullah...